Wednesday, May 28, 2008

When it rains, it pours

A lots been going on in my life lately, and not all of it good. I'd have to say I've been in a rut. Not to mention in the middle of a lot of chaos. But I'm glad to say that, for the most part, the downward spiral is done.

Sometimes you have to wonder at the fast balls life tends to throw at you. And there's always a decision you have to make to deal with whatever hardship. My decisions usually consist of me locking myself in my room for days at a time watching the Sex and the City series and feeling sorry for myself. Now I'm all better though. I've gotten most of my ducks in a row, so to speak, and have decided it is time to stand up straight again and get myself out of the rut that has me wanting to live someone else's life.

I am now on the search for a place to call my own. So that's giving me a little ray of hope. Currently I'm cleaning my room and looking through my 100 or so pairs of shoes for some fancy ones I can wear for my good friends' wedding I'm in this weekend since my troubles of the last week left me out $1,000. Also to get ready for the wedding I've perfected the french manicure on myself, something I've always thought too girly for me...oh and extensions in my too short hair. Yeah, the wedding is bringing out the girl in me. I've become a jane of all trades beauty edition. Next up is diy hair clips, garter and at-home waxing. I took a little break to eat some mac n' cheese, but I better get back to my tasks at hand before I lose my wind and decide to lay around some more. Something I'm very good at.

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